Not even kidding.
I have just been so depressed and off myself since that day. I just have nothing to do and nobody to talk to. This really, really sucks.
I’m losing it. I am going absolutely crazy because I just can not find her.
I am losing my mind. I feel like exploding, though already imploded inside.
But, as I always do, I mustn’t act any different to normally.
Since the night to which we parted
The night when all such anguish started
Though the first night, and last, we met
Not a single moment do I regret
Though the last few moments were blades and dart
The happiness I felt, where does one start?
She sweetness of a perfect smile
The warmth of a tender, drawing heart
A face I miss, I yearn for in pain
I know no other on this earth the same
For a beauty in such gorgeous eyes
Sees desolation sink, elation rise
Sorrow is worth through persevering
The cutest smile, none other better
A beautiful face, persona alluring
Belonging to none other than my Vanessa
Last night was the first night since then I have not cried over Vanessa.
It was probably because I was completely bummed out from being out of the house until very early hours.
Nonetheless, I hate myself for it.
About me
Hello :)This is my blog, so therefore I post what I want.
I run another blog but this is my really personal one. Here I post all my secrets but you will never know who I am. Here's an insight into my life: the life of someone you most probably will never know.
Here, I will post my thoughts, my feelings, my secrets. I just need somewhere to put them and this seems perfect.
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